You fucked me.
You fucked me over and over till I couldn’t take no more.
I screamed out RAPE RAPE! but I couldn’t escape
and I looked to my left and others had the same fate.
They told me you’d be hard but I just couldn’t fathom,
all the discrepancies we’d have and now…look what’s happened.
and It was all good between us when the years hadn’t seen us,
back when all I needed to find was a little blue clue,
and when stoop kid was afraid to leave his stoop,
but I guess when he left was when I…
did too
and damn, life beyond the stoop ..man
life beyond the stoop…
man..life beyond the stoop was no walk in the park,
dark, circles round my eyes was when knowledge embarked
itself into my reality and I discovered my…….
sexuality
and thats when you..
fucked me for the very first time,
brought me joy in the shape of a man so fine,
gave me emotions and trust, I was so overwhelmed,
thrusted into this everlasting fantasy realm ..
and then as quick as you gave it to me that day.
with a duplicate swiftness you took it away.
damn… you fucked me so hard I couldn’t get up for days,
yea… I.. cried so much I couldn’t get up for days,
and then I re-evaluated my purpose with you,
and you gave me God as a cure for my blues,
and as I saw invisible feet carry me through,
I swore up and down I would never be… fucked by you.
I swore. I swore I would NEVER be fucked by you.
and as I entered a brave new world so alien to me,
I cast my whole being to the fish in the sea,
and I looked to my side to view those like me,
who had likewise been fucked but somehow came to be..
and in many degrees we stood as bachelors,
but not quite yet, some of us still quite amateur..
and, I thought that I had become celibate,
but I think u fucked me again that time…just for the hell of it
talkin bout late nights and date nights
and test grades that aint right,
and then …some nights
that I cry and scream “GOD!”
just to finish it all and then not have a JOB!?
man you fucked me, as well as everyone I ever met,
and you didn’t give two fucks if arrived dry or wet,
from the rain or the pain, or maybe out of luck.
or if your circumstance left us running amock,
and I know when I leave your arms you’ll just tighten the slack,
even if I got a family and a job on my back.
and I’ve accepted that when I get a nickel, you’ll take out a dime,
cause Life, you fuck me hard anywhere at anytime,
you made me your slut, your hoe and your bitch,
threw me in every corner hole and ditch,
but I still rose to the top after every hit
…and I still found the rabbit after every trick
and I used to cry once, but now I just take it,
like A soldier, and If I’m not happy then I fake it
and after everything , life, I still am not dead,
and after everything, life, I still hold my head…
and after everything, Life, theres only one thing I beg
just..tell me ahead of time so I can…
open my legs
(I’ve got to perform this somewhere)
