raifreakingzhay:

Fuck I look like?
No, really.
Fuck I look like?
I look like you got me fucked up is what I look like.
You looking at me like I’m not supposed to be standing here next to you. 
Like
We in the same class but your idea of advanced is too advanced and my mind can’t keep match you.
I think its my vernacular. 
I got half the constants and twice the apostrophes so my philosophy can’t be valid.
Like I speak slave and you speak slave master.
This isn’t a plantation, its a classroom. 
White people think they run shit because they got money to buy a thesaurus. 
You say gargantuan,
I say big as shit.
Its still big as shit, it don’t really matter,
I guess AP stands for asshole pretentiousness.
And if you don’t know what means, look it up, find a synonym, you like doing that shit. 
You also seem to  like judging a book by the color of its author. Because apparently Maya Angelo is inferior due to her grammatical errors, but white man Mark Twain can write a whole novel full of nothing but grammatical errors, and that shit is a literary masterpiece.
Well I can’t help but to pardon my people’s slang cause real niggas aint real niggas if they don’t got a twang. I won’t apologize for mean mugging from the back of the classroom, talking about extentialism like a mutha fuckin BOSS, its not your fault you can’t bide with me.
Niggas can’t bide with me either, because as soon as I raise my hand for anything other than a bathroom break I become a weirdo. 
And god forbid I excell, a 4.0 means I’m 4 shades lighter. Because apparently, intelligence is a white trait, at least that’s what I’ve gathered.
This one girl asked me, why would I use big words? So I can sound like you?
You know what I sound like? Like I’ve read a book before.
According to my people, I act smart so I act white.
So I can’t be black and be smart because black people are dumb?
All this is is self hate! And to them that’s acceptable, because white people told us niggas not to read 300 years ago and now niggas telling other niggas not to read. What are we afraid of? 
Its like we think giving a hundred percent means getting a hundred lashes and my people don’t even know that we’re working with our oppressors, passing on the torch when we can’t pass the bar, because the bar’s been set so low we are crushing under the weight. 
And you expect me to cut class and get an F just to perpetuate the stereotype that’s been instilled through this bullshit curriculum? 
Fuck I look like? 
I will never, I will never aquait stupidity with my melanin nor will I ever sacrifice my skin for the white man’s standards so never ask that I speak for anyone but me, represent anything but what I stand for, and fight for anything but what I believe in and if anybody EVER expects me to do anything but be myself, they’ve got me fucked up. 

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Posted on Thursday, 2 February
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