How dare you leave me I was just a small child,

worth while to my brother ,for my father it was vile,

filed out of my existence like a line of death,

regret ever knowing anyone or even  let,

them get close or to boast that they know me so well,

cause the fear from my father makes my life a hell.

dwell on the past , to do so is all I know,

show no sign of affection do not get close,

most people people you will meet will die like your father,

farther will you fall into sorrow and maybe even harder,

bother me not with your stories of emotions,

know them? I decline to, escape? I incline you.

remind you I left all I held dear far away,

day to day crying soft for the sisters you lost.

fought hard to received but accepted the truth,

youth thoughts were of family and of my roots,

tooth fairies and dreams fade away with age,

rage of no sisters soon refused to stay,

way of life I expected when they came we would clash,

rash actions from a girl who believes she’s a man.

stand of course alone when they arrive,

drive six hours away, to mentally survive.

I’ve known my brothers all my life but we just met,

yet I gave you my love and u gave me neglect,

inspect my life and the way I must behave,

but without my father I my emotions were enslaved.